Namithaa Anniyum Oru Theevidiyaa Sunniyum

namithaa Anniyum Oru Theevidiyaa Sunniyum – kai Adikka Eettha Kadhai Ithu

“illai Anni Namithaa… ippothaan vantheen…”

“mm… alaaram adichathee keekkalai.. nallaa thoongiddeen…”

solliyapadi shoovai maaddikkollum Anni Namithaayaiyee naan paarttheen. evvalavu alakaaka, kavarchiyaaka irukkiraal..? paalnilaa pola vaddamukamum, palingu kundukal pola kankalum, koormaiyaana naasiyum, sethukki vaitthaarpola sivantha atharangalum, aappil thundukal pola kannangalum.. asatthum alaku maddum illai.. evvalavu anpaana, adakkamaana kunam ivalukku..? ithuvarai athirnthu kooda oru vaartthai peesiyathillaiyee..? etthanai peerukku intha maathiri oru Manaivi amaiya kodutthu vaitthirukkum..? aanaal… aanaal… ivalaippoy Annan pidikkavillai enkiraanee…? arivillaathavan…enakku Annan meel leesaaka oru erichal vanthathu.

“kaapiyai mudichuddiyaa asok..? kelampalaamaa…?” Anni Namithaa elunthukondee keedka, naan kavanam kalaintheen.

“mm… kelampalaam Anni Namithaa…”

naanum elunthu kondeen. iruvarum kilampa thayaaraanapothu Amma ullee irunthu vanthaal.

“seekkiram vanthirungappaa… rompa neeram odiddu irukkaatheenga…”

“mm.. sarimmaa….”

naanum Anni Namithaayum veeddai viddu veliyee vanthom. naan en paikkai sdaard seyya, Anni Namithaa pinseeddil eeri amarnthu kondaal. en iduppil kaipodduk kondaal. naan aaksilareeddarai thiruka, vandi parakka aarampitthathu. vandi munnaal sella sella, enathu naapakam pinnaal senrathu.

Anni Namithaayin peyar vanthanaa. Anni Namithaakkum, annanukkum aaru maathangal munnaalthaan thirumanam aanathu. Annan yoo.essil irukkiraan. periya saapdveer kampeniyil veelai paarkkiraan. amerikka kudiyurimai vaangi, angeeyee seddil aakividdaan. oru varudam munpu Amma annanukku pen paarkka aarampitthaal. Annan niraiya kandishan poddaan. thanakku Manaiviyaaka varappokiraval eppadi irukka veendum enru Ammavukku oru lisd poddu kodutthaan.

pala idangalil pen paarttha Ammavukku vanthanaa Anni Namithaayai rompa piditthu poy viddathu. alakaana, adakkamaana, anpaana en Anni Namithaayai yaarukkutthaan pidikkaathu..? en annanai thavira.. aanaal Anni Namithaayidam Annan ethirpaarttha sila thakuthikal illai. Annan em.pi.ee padittha pen veendum enru keeddaan. aanaal Anni Namithaa verum pi.pi.ee thaan. Anni Namithaakku aangilatthil peesat therinthaalum, Annan ethirpaarttha alavukku saralamaaka varavillai. kampyooddar parriya adippadai arivu irunthaalum, Annan ethirpaarttha maathiri Anni Namithaa athil eksperd illai.
iravu paarddikku sellum palakkam ulla pen veendum enraan Annan. aanaal Anni Namithaakku appadi oru vishayam iruppathee ippothu naan sollitthaan theriyum. appuram avaludaiya iduppil iruntha Chinna madippu.. kavarchiyaaka irunthaalum, annanukku antha madippai pidikkavillai. avanukku Manaiviyin udampu sikkenru irukka veendum.

Ammavukku vanthanaa Anni Namithaayai vidduvida manam varavillai. annanidam niraiya poy solli, kalyaanatthai nadatthi muditthaal. kalyaanam aakividdaal ellaam sariyaakap poyvidum enru thappu kanakku podduviddaal. annanukku Amma sonna poy ellaam muthaliravu anree therinthu ponathu. aduttha naalee Anni Namithaayai ingee vidduviddu amerikkaa paranthuviddaan. Anni Namithaayudan vaalamudiyaathu enru irandu naal kalitthu pon seythaan. Anni Namithaayin Appavum, Ammavum patharip ponaarkal. Amma avarkalukku samaathaanam sonnaal. Anni Namithaayai annanudan vaala vaippathaaka uruthiyalitthaal. appuram Amma ennudaiya uthaviyai naadinaal. annanukku piditthamaathiri Anni Namithaayai maarri avalai amerikkaa anuppi vaikka veendum enru keedduk kondaal. naanum savaalaaka edutthuk kondu athai seyalpaduttha aarampittheen.

Anni Namithaakku udarpayirsi karruk kodutthu, avaludaiya udampai sheeppaaka maarruvathuthaan enathu mika mukkiyamaana veelai. kaalaiyum, maalaiyum jaaking, eksarSize… appuram vaaratthirku irandu naal svimming kilaas.. athillaamal Anni Namithaayai kampyooddar klaasukkum, spokkan inga்leesh klaasukkum alaitthu senru, thirumpa kooddi varuvathum anraada veelai. Ammavin anumathiyudanee Anni Namithaayai irandu moonru murai iravu neera paarukku alaitthu senru, antha soolnilaiyai avalukku palakkamaakkineen. vain, peer kudikka Anni Namithaakku karruk koduttheen. Anni Namithaa konjam konjamaaka annanukku pidittha maathiri maarik kondirukkiraal.

intha aaru maathatthil naanum Anni Namithaayum nalla nanparkalaaka maarip ponom. Anni Namithaayin nalla manathu enakku rompavee piditthu ponathu. ivalai vida nalla pen annanukku kidaikkamaaddaal ena naan uruthiyaaka nampineen. Anni Namithaayum en meel anpai polinthaal. avalukkaaka.. purushanudan aval santhoshamaaka iruppatharkaaka.. naan niraiya muyarsi edutthukkondu kashdappaduvathaal, Anni Namithaakku enmeel oru thanipriyam vanthirunthathu. aanaal sila naadkalaaka Anni Namithaayin antha priyam enakkul oru kalakkatthai undu panniyirunthathu. Anni Namithaa koodiya seekkiram amerikkaa senruviddaal nanraaka irukkum enru ninaikka aarampitthuviddeen.

oru patthu nimidatthil antha paark vanthathu. vandiyai veliyee nirutthividdu naanum, Anni Namithaayum paarkkukkul nulainthom. paarkkin udpuramaaka iruntha antha periya vadda saalaiyil oda aarampitthom. antha athikaalai neeratthil, angonrum ingonrumaay oriruvarai thavira antha paark mika amaithiyaaka, aal nadamaaddamillaamal irunthathu. naan Anni Namithaayai orakkannaal paartthukkondee odineen. Anni Namithaa mikavum enjaay panni jaaking seythaal. aarumaathatthil Anni Namithaa rompa theeri viddaal. enakku inaiyaaka antha paarkkai eddu ravundu asaalddaaka adikkiraal. ennudaya draining enru enakku konjam perumaiyaaka kooda irunthathu.

oru patthu nimidam odi muditthathum Anni Namithaa kalaitthu poy antha marappenjil udkaarnthu kondaal. naanum Anni Namithaakku arukee senru amarnthu kondeen. Anni Namithaa vaaddarkeenai thiranthu thannirai thondaikkul saritthuk kondaal. naan avalaiyee kannimaikkaamal paarttheen. Anni Namithaayin thondaikkumil meelum kilum eeri iranguvathu paarppatharku alakaaka irunthathu. appuram avaludaiya moochiraippukku thakuntha maathiri virinthu surungum avaludaiya maarpukal..

“enna asok… ennaiyee appadi paakkura…?” Anni Namithaa keedka, naan paarvaiyai vilakkik kondeen.

“a… a… athu… onnum illai Anni Namithaa… summaa… nenachu paarttheen… ippo neenga nallaa ilaichuddeenga Anni Namithaa.. unga udampu nallaa drimMamariduchu…”

“mmm… ellaam un drainingthaan… ennaaleeyee nampa mudiyalai… paaru… kalyaanatthukku munnaala iduppula iruntha dayar.. ippo pona idamee theriyalai…”

sonnavaaree Anni Namithaa than di-Shirtdai leesaaka meelee thookki than iduppai kaaddinaal. konjam kooda eksdraa sathai illaamal Anni Namithaayin iduppu kulaivaaka ulladangi poy irunthathu. elumichaiyum, santhanamum kalantha kalaril palichenru minniyathu. Anni Namithaayai antha posil paarkka mika seksiyaaka irunthaal. enakku moolaikkul sila thappaana ennangal thonra aarampikka, naan paddenru en paarvaiyai vilakkik kondeen. peechai maarrum ennatthudan keeddeen.

“veyd sek pannineengalaa Anni Namithaa…?”

“mm… ampattheelu irukkeen…”

“innum oru moonu kilo kuraikkanum Anni Namithaa.. perpekdaa maariduveenga.. appuram Annan ungalai paatthaa… appadiyee thalaila thookki vachu aaduvaan…”

naan siritthukkondee solla, Anni Namithaayin mukam paddenru surungiyathu. sila vinaadi munnaal aval mukatthil pootthiruntha antha alakup punnakai padaarenru kaanaamal ponathu. thalaiyai kuninthu kondaal. ethaiyo yosippaval pola paavamaaka mukatthai vaitthuk kondaal. enakku ippothu manathukkul oru kurukuruppu. konja naalaakavee Anni Namithaa ippadithaan seykiraal. annanai parri peesinaalee amaithiyaaki vidukiraal. eethaavathu keeddaal, suratthee illaamal pathil sollukiraal. een ippadi ellaam seykiraal..? naan avalidamee keeddeen.

“een Anni Namithaa thideernu oru maathiriyaayiddeenga…?”

“a…athellaam onnum illaiyee… naan naarmalaatthaan irukkeen…” Anni Namithaa sakajamaaka iruppathu pola naditthaal.

“illai.. nallaa sirichu peesiddu iruntheenga… annanai patthi peechu aarampichathumee unga mukam maariduchu..”

“chee… chee… athellaam onnum illai asok…”

“poy sollaatheenga Anni Namithaa.. innaikku maddum illai… konja naalaavee naan kavanichudduthaan irukkeen… een Anni Namithaa.. ennaachu…?”

Anni Namithaa ippothu ethuvum peesavillai. thalaiyai kuninthavaaru sailandaaka amarnthirunthaal. konja neeram kaatthirunthuviddu naanee thodarntheen.

“Anni Namithaa… annanai… annanai ungalukku pudikkalaiyaa…?”

naan keeddathum Anni Namithaa virakthiyaaka siritthaal. engeeyo veritthu paartthapadi sonnaal.

“hhm.. kalyaanam aana aduttha naalee.. vidduddu odippona purushanai entha Pondaddikku pudikkum asok…?”

“chee… chee… annanai appadilaam thappaa sollaatheenga Anni Namithaa… varappora voyp patthi rompa karpanai vachirunthaan.. poy sollirukkaangannu therinjathum.. eetho kopatthula kelampiddaan.. matthapadi Annan rompa nallavan.. hhm.. avanai maddum kurai solli enna panrathu…? Amma meelayum thappu irukku Anni Namithaa…”

naan sonnathum Anni Namithaa ennai muraitthu paartthaal. oriru vinaadikal koormaiyaaka en kankalaiyee paartthaval, konjam kadumaiyaana kuralil peesa aarampitthaal.

“un annanukku nee vakkaalatthaa…? sari.. Atthai meelayum konjam thappu irukku.. otthukkureen.. aanaa naan enna paavam pannuneen asok..? enakku ethukku appadi oru thandanai kodutthaaru…? evvalavu kanavoda naan parsd naid roomukkulla poyiruppeen..? en manasukkulla ennenna aasailaam irunthirukkum…? solrathukkee vekkamaa irukku asok… avaru veral nakam kooda ennai thoddup paakkalai… ulla nulainjathum, nulaiyaathathumaa ‘unakku ithu theriyumaa… athu theriyumaa’ nnu veelaikku aal edukkura maathiri keelvi keeddu… kadaisila ennai veenaannu rijekd panniddu poyiddaaru… annaikku naiddu pullaa naan thoongavee illai theriyumaa…? aluthuddee iruntheen.. Appa….!!!! en parsd naid maathiri oru daarchar naiddai en vaalnaalla anupavichathee illai…”

Anni Namithaa padapadavenru sollividdu, thalaiyai ulukkik kondaal. antha iravai ninaitthu ippothum nadungupaval pola, avalidam irunthu oru silirppu velippaddu adangiyathu. enakku Anni Namithaayai paarkka paavamaaka irunthathu. avalukku konjam aaruthalaaka irukkumaaru peesa aarampittheen.

“sari vidunga Anni Namithaa.. nadanthathu nadanthu pochu… inimee nadakkurathu nallaa irukkum… innum konja naalla neenga yoo.es poyiduveenga… annanoda santhoshamaa vaalap poreenga… palasellaam konjam konjamaa ungalukku maranthudum…”

naan sollikkondirukkumpothee Anni Namithaa “ps” enraal. aladsiyamaaka paarvaiyai engo thiruppik kondaal. enakku ippothu Anni Namithaa mithu sarru erichal vanthathu. appadi enna oru aladsiyam ivalukku…?

“enna Anni Namithaa ithu… naan ivvalavu solreen.. neenga paaddukku veera engeeyo thirumpikireenga..? ungalukku yoo.es porathula indrasd illaiyaa…?” naan keedka,

“satthiyamaa illai…” Anni Namithaa paddenru pathil sonnaal. naan athirnthu poneen.

“enna Anni Namithaa solreenga…? indrasd illaiyaa…? summaa velaiyaadaatheenga Anni Namithaa…” naan solla, Anni Namithaa erichalaanaal.

“naan ethukku velaiyaadap poreen…? ennai yoo.es anuppi vaingannu ennaikkaavathu naan vanthu ungalai keeddirukkeenaa…? Atthaiyum, neeyunthaan ennai yoo.es anuppi vaikka.. kanganam kaddiddu ellaa veelaiyum seyyureenga…”

naan ippothu sutthamaaka kulampip poneen. ivalukkee amerikkaa sella aarvam illai enraal.. appuram intha eksarSize, kampyooddar, spokkan inga்leesh.. intha elavellaam etharku…? peesaamal ival Appa veeddukku senru viduvathuthaanee..? etharkaaka ithellaam karrukkondu kashdap padukiraal…? naan avalidamee keedduvida mudivu seytheen.

“Anni Namithaa… enna peesureenga neenga…? ennamo engalukkaakatthaan neenga yoo.es pora maathiri peesureenga..? ungalukku indrasd illainnaa.. appuram ethukku intha eksarSize, kampyooddar klaaslaam…? ethukku ithellaam katthukkureenga…? athuvum summaa kadanukku katthukkaama.. avvalavu aasaiyaa katthukkureenga… athu een…? sari… neetthu svimming ponomee… appo kooda evvalavu santhoshamaa, aasaiyaa vantheenga… ungalukku yoo.es poka indrasd illainnaa… appuram ethukku ivvalavu aasaiyaa ellaam katthukkureenga…?”

naan keeddathum Anni Namithaa paddenru amaithiyaanaal. thalaiyai kaviltthuk kondaal. asaivillaamal appadiyee udkaarnthirunthaal. konja neeram avalaiyee paarttha naan, pinpu porumai illaamal keeddeen.

“keekkureenla..? pathil sollunga Anni Namithaa….”

naan sarru kopamaaka keeddathum Anni Namithaa ennai nimirnthu paartthaal. oriru vinaadikal en kankalaiyee oru maathiri paartthaval, pinpu oru neelamaana perumoochu vidduviddu peesa aarampitthaal.

“asok.. naan ithellaam santhoshamaa katthukkurathukku kaaranam.. nee enakku sollit tharrathaalathaan.. neetthu svimming porappo.. naan santhoshamaa irunthathu, svimming pora aasaila illai.. unkooda thaniyaa konja neeram irukkapporeeneenra santhoshanthaan… ippokooda athikaalaila alaaram vachu.. ethukku ippadi intha paarkkai eddu ravundu adikkireen…? ellaam nee en kooda odi varrathaalathaan… enakku… enakku… un pakkatthuleeyee irukkanum pola irukku asok….”

Anni Namithaa peesikkondee poka, enathu ithayatthudippu ‘padak padak’ enru athikamaakik kondee ponathu. appadi enraal naan santheekappaddathu unmaithaanaa..? Anni Namithaa ennai.. ennai..?

“a….Anni Namithaa… e…..enna solreenga neenga….? naan u….unga pakkatthula…”

“aamaam asok.. inimeelayum naan maraikka virumpalai… ay… ay lav yoo asok… naan.. un meela en uyiraiyee vachirukkureen..”

Anni Namithaa en mukatthai kaathalaaka paartthukkondu solla, naan sutthamaaka athirnthu poneen. saptha naadiyum adangip poy Anni Namithaayaiyee paarttheen. avaludaiya eekkap paarvai en manathai ennavo seythathu. no…!! Anni Namithaa thappu seykiraal.. kanavanin Thampiyai kaathalippathaa..?

“Anni Namithaa… enna ularreenga neenga…? ennaip poy… chee….”

“een… naan unnai lav pannak koodaathaa…?”

“enna Anni Namithaa peesureenga.. naan unga purushanoda Thampi…”

“athanaala enna…? ennaik konjam kooda purinjukkaama… kaddikkidda adutthanaalee ennai vidduddu odippona en purushanai vida… ennai purinjukkiddu.. enakkaaka kashdappadura… en meela piriyamaa irukkura.. unnai.. enakku pudichu ponathula enna thappu asok…?”

“thapputhaan Anni Namithaa… periya thappu… ungalukku thaali kaddunavan yoo.esla irukkaan.. innaikku veenaa avan ungalai vidduddu poyirukkalaam.. aanaa naalaikkee avan ungalai purinjukiddu vanthu ungalai eetthuppaan.. ennaikkaa irunthaalum neenga avanukku sonthamaanavanga Anni Namithaa… enakku illai… avan… avan… ungalai thoddu thaali kaddirukkaan Anni Namithaa… ennai lav panrathaa solrathu.. avanukku neenga panra thurokam..”

“oru manjak kayitthai kalutthula kaddiddaa.. manasula irukkura aasaiyai ellaam thaniyaa thookki vachiranumaa asok…?”

Anni Namithaa en kankalaip paartthu koormaiyaaka keedka, ennidam atharku sariyaana pathil illai. naan thinarik kondirukka, Anni Namithaayee thodarnthaal.

“en manasu pullaa neethaan irukka asok.. enakkaaka evvalavu kashdappadura..? en manasai evvalavu alakaa purinju vachirukkura..? enakku ethu pudikkum.. ethu pudikkaathunnu paatthu paatthu pannura..?en meela evvalavu piriyamaa irukkura..? oru ponnu.. yaar ava meela piriyamaa irukkaangalo.. avangalukkuthaan ava sonthamaakanumnu nenaippaa… naan unakku sonthamaanavalaa irukka aasaippadureen asok.. un annanukku illai… kalyaanatthukku aduttha naalee odip ponaaree.. ithunaal varai ennaikkaavathu enakku pon panni oru vaartthai peesiruppaaraa…? summaa thaali kaddiddaa sonthamaayida mudiyumaa…? ava meela anpaa.. piriyamaa irukka veenaamaa…? en meela piriyamaa irukkura neethaan enakku veenum asok… veera yaarum veenaam…”

Anni Namithaa peesikkondee poka, naan thikaitthup poneen. avaludaiya niyaamaana keelvikalukku pathil solla mudiyaamal thinarineen. aanaal Anni Namithaayin intha aasaiyai valaravidakkoodaathu enru ennineen. aarampatthileeyee killi eriya veendum. enakku paddenru antha yosanai vanthathu. naan mika nallavan enruthaanee Anni Namithaa enakkaaka ippadi urukukiraal..? Anni Namithaayin manathil irukkum ennaip parriya imeejai spaayil seythaal..? avalukku en mithu oru veruppu vanthaal..? ennai maranthuviduvaalthaanee..? naan thuninthu antha poyyai sonneen.

“puriyaama peesaatheenga Anni Namithaa… naan ethukku ithellaam kashdappaddu ungalukku katthu tharreen..? ethukku ungakidda piriyamaa nadanthukkureen…? ellaam neenga en annanoda voyp-nrathaalathaan.. neenga avanoda seernthu vaalanumnuthaan.. eppo neenga en annanai pudikkalainnu sonneengalo.. appovee antha piriyamum poyiduchu… summaa ippadi kashdappadurathukku… unga meelee piriyam kaaddurathukku… enakku enna thalaiyelutthaa….? en annanai ungalukku veenaamnaa.. ennaip porutthavarai neenga yaaro.. naan yaaro…”